Thee Ring, Volume iv (Does She Know?)
As far as I know, Amber Flynn, otherwise known as Palm Bee, does not know that she did this to me so please let her know! I have never received a message from her verifying whether or not she was able to see this and what she thought. I was blocked when I first tried to contact her by what could have been who hired her but it is more likely that perjury committed by my ex scared her away so I passed lie detector tests to prove this story was real and that I was not violent. Please let her know that I lost the number she gave me and was never able to get a single message she ever sent to me! I get error messages when I try to read it. See on https://tweeting20s.com I deserved to know whether she knew this happened to me two years ago so please ask her to send me away properly if she does not want me. I will never bother her again or even think about her and I deserve to be loved by someone right now. Would you like to partner with us to introduce the Tweeting 20s or become famous in our story for being the one to let her know? Do this for yourself and it will be historically famous or you could be jealous and hateful like too many people have shown. It is a big deal she did this to me and would not be right to move on without making sure that she knew.
ALL of the links, photos, & videos should work so PLEASE LET ME KNOW if they don't! Billions of people think of this in the future so I am glowing compared to others that will have family that wanted to know what their name means and what I did to try and bring them predeath funerals that are very simple and should be accepted by any religion since the traditions are so old. I need more financial help so that I am not depending on making my own clothes to be treated better when I would go out and make my partner glow as well.
I broke my phone and ordered a replacement that was only available in Beaverton so I was pretty worried about running into her somewhere and was waking up to the how true the warnings that came from her voice were about how I shouldn't have been her fan on twitch.tv most especially due to what she might find out about me online as surely strangers or those that felt threatened by them, led by my ex girlfriend, might be ready for this and expect her to help with the con that was making money from calling me a dangerous stalker she obviously fell for.
https://youtu.be/H4tfbBf2GsM?si=S8-T9qbtYkFPNob5
Once there, I arrived at a Fred Meyer where I thought Mark suddenly became the only voice in my head that I shouldn't trust as he warned me that he wanted my car to have problems and Amber warned me that she sent people to get a better look at who I was that she trusted too much. On Nyberg Street this happened. The word Berg is similar to Kerg that is the last name of my ex girlfriend that committed perjury to con people for money using social media . K = handing & b = warning. My car wouldn't start the next morning, so I had to tow it to the Toyota dealership where they let me know there was nothing wrong with it, but I knew that the lights didn't want to work like they should as one was going out at night occasionally.
While I was at the dealership, I wanted to try to recreate what happened at Kenton Park where she was somehow impossibly queued to what was going on where I was located so I recorded myself talking to her as if she was there, but it was nothing miraculous to see as much as it probably just made me look completely crazy!
As I was walking in the rain she was talking about how she got to meet Bonnie Rabbit as things were timed with my thoughts to unfollow the other girls on twitch while I was being used in my sleep to teach another not to want more than one girl. As if all of humanity could see what I was doing on my side as the men were shamed on the other for wanting more than one? Kind of like, how we know everyone is found where we go to sleep? Something living inside of us knows that we will live longer by choosing monogamy. Not only is this life rewarded but most especially our next lives. What would her name mean when broken down using the origins for her parents?
I knew that I was in for a rough night while it was raining and I was waiting for my car to be ready but it wasn't so bad out under a tree if I pretended to be on a camping trip but I was never a fan of sleeping on the floor and this was why I never went camping so this was one of the few times. My car was supposed to be ready in the morning so I took a sleeping bag under a comfortable looking tree then fell asleep. I was with Amber again during a dream where someone confessed to me about how he used to spy on me while he knew that my girlfriend came over to my place for sex then the sprinklers came on and woke me up drenched in a pool of water as I could hear her voice in my head when I felt a pain in my chest, telling me about how not meeting me right away was her biggest regret she wouldn't understand until she was my age, since we lived once and we were losing valuable time together. I panicked that something could be wrong with me all of my life as occasionally I would feel a sort of burning behind my ribs at the top of my chest more towards where my heart beat. I did not know about heartburn during this time that is very normal and I was eating spicy nuts every morning for breakfast while the rest of the day I had coffee or energy drinks.
As you can see in this video the scents that were selected by me were picked by others and so the colors came from what was found on the cover of each given scent... SssniperWolf picked the colors for the bottom left and they represent the girl I contact next should Palm Bee turn me away or things do not work out or I pointed at another guy's object... the ex husband of GG picked the scent for the colors shown in the top right and the Mormon Church President picked the scent representing "for everyone else in the world?" in the top left... do not remember how the scents were selected but it was complicated. I was thinking about workshops for couples or creating a letter Q for folks that are single. Every time that I thought about doing a letter Q with Palm Bee, her voice would ask me not to, which I understand now, because she would be able to feel it while I was putting my focus on other girls. What would the point be? I thought that it would be a good idea to prove to her that I would be loyal or give her a perspective that it could be another to ignite her true feelings. I agree now that this is too cruel since we already shared the dreams that we have. A ring of daisies represented rekindling our relationship every year during this celebration once it is made public to keep things from breaking..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POkzddg8258
Orange & brown for the bottom right? Her shirt appeared brown to me and her skin had an orange glow. I was sleepy when I came across this and thought she was wearing no clothes but a shirt for pajamas that has been the theme for my wife in my dreams. Green & yellow for the bottom left? I a green it will hurt if I leave my air (her hair). White & blue & red for the top right? Blue has meant "you" or maybe me in this case? This is found on the "never" side for the left mind and fits the concerns that I had, especially because of mentioning other men. A green that it hurts to be right for the upper left or the right mind connects to the word "lazy" maybe because she knows somewhere that I won't reject her as long as she is honest and loyal to me. They have been too lazy to help more with this! Getting them away from what they were doing to give us more attention was more difficult than I thought. I sent letters and met with several missionaries or went to churches to talk to people. I think she wanted me not to be worried about the various street names since they were always having to do with whatever was going on as I came across them.
Every time that I came across the name of a place called Riverside where she proposed to me on her knees, it shows her chosen colors for the pumpkin being orange and brown!
Sellwood Park? Our imagination goes to some fun places that are just ridiculous and nonsense. In her stream there were frogs appearing that are also found in the names around this location. Maybe, this was so that I would send a more helpful echo to the girl that grew up in Portland? Maybe it was more helpful to her to think about all the reasons that I would never be with her if she was a certain way.
More than anything else, I just noticed the right where her colors were found with the brown shirt and orange bottom in my mind that was so real it was almost like she was with me, more than every other occasion that I had ever come across her, I was able to see her in my mind? I was very tired and falling asleep. She told me to go away, at first. That I had to stop following her and choose someone else, so I started to obey, then she laughed because her ghost or whatever you want to call it that comes to me in her sleep, loved to do this to me because of how obedient I was with going away which made it more fun to surprise me that she wasn't going anywhere as if she would make music someday like I will and come into my left ear as if we were married in the future as we have "tied the knot" according to what I had just witnessed.
It was just like watching television as I was falling asleep and watching her dominate me as she took off her shirt on top of me, and it felt almost as real as if it was happening! I didn't have to try to think. It was like I was trying not to think but she was in control of what I thought? This was what I had believed she did to me because of where she led my mind while watching her online. As if a part of her knew this was going to happen because she wanted to create this experience for us.
I knew that what I sent her must have made me appear completely crazy while my former lover was trying to convince her this was real through others on Facebook if she were to check who I was anywhere by people that didn't know me will claim that they do because of having to listen to her. Would she ever forgive me if I moved on without showing her what she had already did to me that was supposed to be impossible to witness?
While driving, I noticed the street name "going" then saw how it only went west so I thought about being Adam West as I came across Skidmore. The names of not only the places but also the people seemingly always had to do with whatever was going on as I came across them and people were witnessing this everywhere because I was explaining what their names meant when breaking them down into the origins. Beech becomes bee + c = taking + h = tying the knot or trading.
A moment of feeling like I was in a bat mobile... but not exactly proud of my situation living out of this car that did not have enough room for my things. It was too comfortable and I decorated the inside of it with fluff that made everything much more snug. Money that I had saved for her was being dipped into. I spent hundreds of dollars on macaroons alone at the Whole Foods that was a good place to work when everything else was closed. I kept buying new clothing so that I would look my best and was sure to put the most effort into my appearance.
These names were warning not to be living out of my car. A friend of mine by the name of Bonnie West I wouldn't even consider dating because she told me that she used to be homeless. I never even looked into what happened or how much she actually was, just decided this in my head. Adam West is the name of the very first batman. Skidmore would mean to stop living out of my car.
While growing up, when I would do something like look for a naked woman online I would use the keywords such as: mature, hairy, fat, or maybe even granny. My goal was to find someone normal and natural looking with a similar look as her but online porn was never something I could get into. Hearing someone's voice talking into my ear while she proves what should have been otherwise impossible has become the latest crave. Never expected something like this to be possible. Did the street names know about how I always hated "shaved cat"? Maybe, this was from never touching younger girls while growing up? Compared to everyone else, I was the cradle that was robbed and waited until eighteen. Wouldn't that be kind of a sick echo for anyone sharing space if my partner is completely shaved? Something about that seems wrong. Funny to find an Elementary School at this location. Whenever I was in public, it seemed that parents always would time things so that the kids would use my memory for all the reasons to save themselves like I did. As if I was always helping them provide more helpful dreams. The word bamboo connected to drug abuse, most especially needles. I was completely legal with the goal of never using anything illegal again.
She streamed while showing my artist name found in the stars as Spoon meant Big Dipper but there were leaves, the color blue, while it was found on the never side or the upper right for the left mind of another. Artist name Spoon + (blue = you) + leaves + never side?
"Your Spoon never leaves..."
This sure made these pictures of Raistlin and Crysania make more sense!
It became important for me to see her as the woman that I always desired the most so that I participated in creating this person. I knew that it was very likely that I saved myself for her, as if I somehow saw her from my trapped soul caught in everything she will come across when looking into my childhood. This would mean that if I succeeded, she will become as hard to get as I was. Compared to other people, I had not been around the block.
Since there were songs for my previous lovers by Edward Ka-Spel that woke us up with proof that we connected in the same dreams, I was expecting something about what was going on as I was discovering Amber's identity! Already he made "Minus Touch" when I was with Sierra while I was in so much pain from getting off of methadone that it hurt to touch me anywhere but the elbows but I went through it. Very surprising this happened since I only took it to help with sickness maybe twice per month but this caught up to me! After Sierra, he made "the Tunnel" when I had lived in with Kathleen that had a coded message unscrambled to read KathZsTryLA. While with her I was having dreams of another girl though. Read about this in Volume i. What made me trapped in Amber was the needs to make sure she wasn't blocked and knew that she came to me while married on intimate dreams! When I came across this album for the first time, I went to a random spot where I tried to ask if we were married, then I was sent thoughts of Christmas for some reason?
I made a promise not to have children until we lived somewhere as nice as the place my parents owned in Highland so the tattoo from that show reminds us of a secret society that watches the people without ever interfering. The tattoo for the watchers found on the wrist is the same one as Amber's but zoomed in so that it shows where the letter "m" meets like the point found in a zigzag that would mean "a place or time" while there are thirteen dots that is the amount of days for the most hardcore participants of the Sixteen Scented Celebration following Halloween.
We are like the immortal but have been here for much longer than 400 years! There can be only one existence? At the end winning was having a baby. It is fun to think about what brought us here being over one million years old while we have not died yet!
I made these videos where I prayed for certain colors in specific locations with airplane mode turned on so that I could prove she was giving me whatever I asked for in the next whatever she posted because I knew that it was her that I met in my dreams and came to me as my wife! Now I started to know that I didn't have to worry about her coming to me while married to another, like before. I knew that people were trying to help me make this a special experience somewhere or at least, they will? There was always people around me and I knew that more than one network followed me during this time as I was famous for several reasons and working on introducing what would become the Tweeting 20s for this century that is a big deal to help me fix the sounds of nature since the birds were not very nice and extremely dangerous, although cute to me.
I asked for green and yellow in the bottom left if she wanted me to stay focused on only her so this represented saving herself for me. Kind of like saying, "I a green that I would yell ow, if you left!"
When I came across this that she posted after this video, her voice was speaking in my ear as if she would never leave my side in the future as she told me that she will remain "shingle" for me, showing the very special 6 that represents her stone element as I had already seen what is the water in the video she posted on my birthday while the rock I was to give to her represented the air that she could give back to me as I would promise to leave without her need to explain anything according to my plan. The triangle shape represented having no one but our children as the 3rd wheel on my side because I didn't want to be open and the cause of my parents divorce since they were sluts compared to me, hopefully us? I did not know her so have this concern. Her voice was also asking me to get a place to live so that I could a green to leave my keys with her.
The stone element is rejection until the work is done and it is for our children because of the triangle shape due to what I posted on Facebook with my stuffed seal and "a not her" love spell since I thought it was for Kathleen while I did it. The yellow will be found when we a green on our sun that will come out of the triangle? It is like a promise not to be into the "pizza" from the nightmare I had about being on tour while people were having sex everywhere. Yes, her interest in another girl would be a nightmare! Wherever she was when she had this dream, she would have woke up not wanting to be tempted by our fans or whoever? Not exactly luxury. Wasn't she sitting in a chair as the only person with clothes on, pretending to be interested in our company? No, she was attracted to another too much and so was I. Actually thinking about talking to me so we opened up our marriage? It would have been my fault. We were surrounded by wealth and respect but it was the most miserable experience. How could I think things could stay as good as they were or get better when Dallas was there?
There was yellow found in the bottom left of the next post.
Seeing this made me upset but I felt like not being vegan that day so looked up the nearest sushi place that was GG sushi while asking her to stop eating bird so that we could go out on a date. I knew that she was waking up to what I had when I came up with the Tweeting 20s but this would be somewhat of a shock to her, although very rewarding in the end, since they would no longer be calling her bad names and stuff on the other side of her stream without her knowing it.
This was when I was kicked out of her discord and everywhere else but it was done in a way that made me wonder if her another like a man did it since she changed her email and announced that she was hired by Mythic Talent while this happening. This gave me panic attacks as I became inspired to write more than use the phone and computer. This company called One True King began the year that Screech died seemingly inspired by a Facebook that I made about a dream that I had of who I believed was the real Jesus Christ. Did someone think that I was joking or making fun of him when I did this? I was being very serious! I mentioned how it would be cool to start a new branch of Christianity that added a lot of stuff to what is already existing and how most people wouldn't deserve to know what the face of the real man actually looked like as they may not be respectful since he was not what they wanted him to be? Was there a racist network trying to cut me off from meeting her because of being Irish American with a lot of Scandinavian? Was it because I never combed through what goth content I shared for Jewish approval? I always avoided the news and history for being the best fantasy writer with a fresh perspective as I feared that I would get ideas from real things so I always tried to stay away from that.
Already, Facebook was being completely abusive to me. There was racist staff obviously against me that kept harassing me as I went to Facebook jail many times for reasons that should have not been breaking any rules. Once it was for sharing a song by The Resident called "the mole" but what would be wrong with this? Once I was repeating what someone else had said. This was coming from my ex girlfriend conning people for money by claiming that I was a "dangerous stalker" that paid her rent for too long. She likely went to jail for perjury committed but never told anyone about this part. She opened a bogus restraining order with the false claim that I had grabbed her wrist in a health food store while surrounded by people so that I wouldn't know that she was claiming that I did much worse online. She went through and messaged all of my friends, followers, owners of Facebook groups, etc. I was supposed to be protected from illegals such as her and she was actually paying her rent by doing this to me. I liked to listen to whatever has a "fantasy" sound to it. Sorry that I will not put in the time or even care to make sure they aren't "neopagan" or "nazi" in real life. I don't really care. I have the right to listen to Bob Marley without supporting weed. How ridiculous and racist to do this to me. If you are reading this, please understand how this girl may STILL NOT KNOW what she did to me as she could have been hired by a racist network targeting me for sharing goth music. I even made posts explaining that I was not into any sort of "Nazi" beliefs. Seeing her wear the numbers 88 kind of confirmed that someone sick and racist was trying to rub it in somewhere that actually effected the girl a bit more than me. Does he not care about her soul or what she did for me where she slept? We should be paid or given free advertising for what happened to us at the very least!
I prayed for red & blue in the next video and then she posted what I asked for, yet again! This was so that I would stay away from everything illegal because I was upset and tempted to relapse to write letters faster as ridiculous thoughts came up due to how it was possible she was not able to see everything that I was sharing while paid to appear like she could? She bent over at 0:50 in her stream around the time that this happened while her voice in my head told me that she will be my reward if I obeyed, so I did, after a tiny itsy bitsy relapse. Being behind her represented loyalty and not breaking my word. The main concern was someone between us using this as an excuse to block us from meeting. All it takes is 5$ worth to try and replace a drug I was already getting from a doctor.
She shown herself in red while I would be the blue? YES, I was feeling down... then she shown a video where she was twirling a red and blue sparking light on the bottom right where I had asked for this color! People between us wanted to help so that I would stay away from drugs? Ready for blue (you) & Enemy Charlie to cut ties so she is letting me know we won't be poly, of course.
I guess it looks more pink and purple in this picture here? But it did appear that at least, she was trying to make sure this happened!
The girl shown in her video happened to be wearing red while she was twirling blue!
Her voice was promising me that we would meet once she came across my blog and she saw the proof that she did this for me in response to my prayers as if linked where we go to sleep! All I had to do was keep going, but this hurt since it did not pay me to work on documenting everything for a future movie to tell our story or something like that?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YclpK8m0pY
While working on the song "does she know?" I mentioned that the kiss from our dreams I could taste and that night she came to me wearing a white and black dress to kiss me! Before that, it was when I started to read Dragonlance and Dune, she came to me in a lucid dream wearing pigtails and I woke up sucking my own lip. Since my dad has a missing tooth, when we turn things into a Fantasy Roleplaying Trip, it seems to try to bring him a predeath funeral now before it is too late.
In Johnny Mnemonic, he gets help from Dina Meyer while Diana Meyer is the person in my family most likely to help me wake up my family, especially if he wanted to surprise my mom to cut the ceremonial fabric that I selected for the both of them to cut since they used to be married.
Does she know that this happened to me? Why wouldn't she respond to any of my emails or messages? I couldn't give up now...
I asked for orange in the bottom right of the next thing she posted!
The word "air" found in the bottom right while she was showing her leg that was for her on the walls of Egypt when measuring the elements we will be passing the ankh along for our celebration. The color orange was there but she wanted me to gain some confidence and try pushing her button so that I wouldn't be so shy and wait for her to make the first move like usual! When we met at a bar, she came to me just as much as I went to her. She was also wearing wings as if she was changing her diet and no longer eating bird or was this too much to ask for at this point? Yamhill, here we come! My lovers used to push a button on my hip that activated "sex chore" mode I thought and was crazy enough to wonder if one paid the other one 20k to know how to do this to me. Now, I realize it was just an echo coming from my future lover that went to them? The only pinball game that I always won at had a sexy robot button and where I used to play this it meant "evergreen" . ..
Her other post also shown orange found in the bottom right! A green to surrender to her hip! She obviously wanted to recreate our first meeting with a passionate kiss? Maybe not according to what she shared with other people? I knew that what I shared looked totally crazy! Also knew she would eventually catch up to what really happened and how serious it was because we lived once as she had the same dreams.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=flGV_uldKZE
I asked for blue to "tell me something about you" next...
This was when she had a "blue screen of death" occur and had to rebuild her machine!? Does this mean that she is changing?
Then, I asked for red in the top right while explaining in the video that it represented someone between us so being in the top right meant later on she will not allow this person to come between us. She had given me what I had prayed for now a dozen times in a row? I a sure that I will find more later to add as there was a lot going on every day while I had to work too but I didn't want to find a place until she told me to because another person likely lived in another state since I was so picky and wanting to make it a famously romantic story so only joking up with someone I met in a dream first.
Red being found on the bottom left was still on the "kNOw" side but it meant right now rather than later on, so like the very first email that I sent to her, her response was better than it would have been if she gave me what was prayed for because it meant, "I am ready to leave the people between us right now!" While pointing at the pink found in the upper right meant never to give up.
Then I asked for her to put more red in the lower left then she did with the next several posts all in the same day! Cartoon? Car + to + on?
What better cartoon post to share for asking me to stay away from other women? Reminding me of legos that connects to our children and yellow on the chest to stop me from putting me interest in another girl. At this point, I was high from the amazing miracles that I had witnessed and kept assuming that she would catch onto this being real.
The next video that I made was asking for metal to be on her body somewhere and in her next post on Instagram it only shown a necklace so it wasn't much but enough to get a "crazy message" from me that likely didn't make sense to her as she obviously did not read what I wrote to her!? She never took the time to know that I was not crazy and that what she did to me was supposed to be impossible to witness. This was the first time that I had any real proof that she was aware of me but there was a chance that someone working for Instagram did this and she still didn't know as I was unable to look her up before and knew that this was possible. Even though it had appeared that I was connecting with others, I couldn't assume that this was real until I actually knew, because it seemed even more impossible for her to ignore me while she was doing this for me.
Right after I was blocked from being able to follow her on Instagram anymore, I came across Bybee Blvd.
48? For meta? The logo for Instagram was something that appears to be a number 8.
Of course, this is a lot of stuff to post to someone's Instagram! All she had to do was look at the blog post to see the proof of what she did to me being real. How was it possible that she did not contact me on this night when I shared the link to my blog? She just assumed that I was crazy or was there someone between us trying to stop us from meeting?
Here is an example of my posts not being able to reach her...
How do I know that she was able to get anything?
He is showing a car ... A "grand Cherokee"? Was this to let me know of a car that was following me that had a key I never gave him?
You "know" windows?
I see the bridge but it is actually NOT there?
How are we ever going to introduce predeath funerals to end conflict between tribes if I am unable to connect with others? These concerns are real.
Notice how Lambert Street containing her name started at a ring surrounded by water surrounded by wedding themed names. The letter L = working & T = gifting that would be the perfect word for working with me as I came up with an idea to carry fabric using an ankh that will be tied in the Sixteen Scented Celebration. As I was selecting a green fabric that will be for wrapping our hands together, she posted a video on her TikTok showing herself with green rectangles. That night, I was working late at the Bare & Bones cafe where they played an entire No Doubt album.
I slept with this fabric every night, covering my eyes. Plans for wrapping it around our hands once my object was pointed at during the letter Q ceremony I planned to bring her so that any jealousy found out there could be fixed as I would find out if she loved anyone else more than me?
"November, it's your move, boy..." sung in this song as she shared this TikTok post! Amazing since I plan for us to make gifts for unborn children for moon phases when we are ready while maybe talking to clouds in Tucson to see if we are able to choose the gender of our child.
The Sixteen Scented Celebration is mostly found as an extension after Halloween called the Dozen Dragon Days Of November that are actually thirteen for the most hardcore participants. The Day Of Wood that is on my birthday is for making gifts that responded to unborn children. This might allow participants to be able to choose the gender of their child?
Shown here, is the air that kissed me on the chest that came to me in a romantic dream. I was supposed to ignore everyone else between and run to her that represented saving myself which I have done, for over two years now! On this night was the very first time that I came across more proof that she knew I existed on her stream where the unban request was made. I usually used twitch.tv on my phone so couldn't see the response but on my laptop I finally was able to see what was written without caps in just one small sentence barely legible. I wondered if there were no caps because of a racist network wanting to threaten me with timed gunshots if I were to keep pursuing her?
"Just do it!" on the chest there would represent proposing as soon as possible?
Her voice was warning me that I had to hurry up and meet her before she left for California! The song starting by mentioning Johnny suggested that she saw one of my blog posts of American Goth?
I wanted to bring a predeath funeral to the family I grew up with we were the closest to so the names seemed to be warning me that Hazel Garner could be facing death soon! The letter L found in the word Lambert also was found in the word Error as I was not reaching her in enough time potentially. The Garners I grew up with all have elf ears and I wanted to connect with their Church since the names of them were seemingly trying to help me reach them in time? Hazeltine? The letter "M" means moving to a better place while the letter "N" is a lifting snake for loving/feeding/eating/drinking so it is a great word for "time to have the predeath funeral!"
She came to me as an elderly woman at Taylor Street where she was extremely old. I thought she was visiting folks at the apartments nearby where she may have picked up a stone to be closer with me again and to let me know she met someone? Maybe I would be 100 if I were still alive?
In southeast Portland I thought that I came across myself and I was not worried at all of her being dishonest with me! Would my theory be true when it comes to having intimate dreams of someone BEFORE being together is a sign of honesty and no one cheating? I tried to see the Garner family again that have elf ears the last time that I was in Utah but the house the father built with his own hands was sold so they found me crying in the parking lot so she gave me his number but I never made it out to see them like I planned to. I really want to see Hazel before it is too late. I missed being able to say goodbye to Bill, the father of the elves... Bret married someone from Finland so don't be thinking there anything like Polygamy going on here..
On November 7th that is the Day Of Water for predeath funerals she posted herself seemingly asking me not to get mad while trying to bring them for people. Elves represented Mormons since all of the Garner family we were so close to, had them! The Mormon Church started a Twitter account on November 7th, and I know that I am being expected, but need to contact certain leaders to lend a hand so that I can get this going. This is why I believe they named the place Amberglen in the Beaverton area. I was going to sue the LDS mental health hospital so the letter "D" warns me of this as she could be called crazy rather than be helped as she should be. She announced that she took Ativan so would this be why there is a green hammer found on Stark Street? My Father lives in Brain + ER + d, Minnesota. I know that they will help me once I bring this to their attention, of course. The names of our country? That is a very big deal... it has been hard to take the time to document all of this, let alone write them, but I have. It is possible that these letters were stolen along the way or were not understood or taken seriously? I will keep trying until it works. Four star sparkle would mean "out of time" while the monster "met all"! Represents a predeath funeral obviously.
"I've been working on the railroad... all the live long day!"
She writes, "you can never do this again" where she growls as if warning me not to be frustrated while trying to reach them and wake them up to these miracles! I am going to make the best introduction for them on my website, where the page "Thee brewster intro" is found.
I witnessed synchronicity with the Game Of Thrones when the birds introduced themselves and I was unable to walk that compared me to the kid in the wheelchair. Stark Street is found by Island Park where the Home Depot and Target is found and you know what kind of trees might be found there! Car + ring + ton College? I was not sure what to do at this point. Cross her name off the list and go try to meet Taylor or find a place to live? I had thousands saved up for getting a place for the both of us but was going out often and having car problems so this money would inevitably run out so I was trying to live off of what I had without dipping into savings. Her voice kept assuring me that I just needed to finish blog posts and share it with our country as what I created was huge and would be wanted everywhere for helping folks say goodbye to their loved ones.
Sleeping over by Lambert Street woke me up to Rex Drive since that was the name of the cat shown in the picture that I typically used for dating website services so this inspired me to try and find her there. I knew that I messed up by streaming on my Instagram while showing myself without makeup as I felt her mind let me know that I was too old for her around the same time that I created a Tinder account and found her online there. Her voice told me that she was lying to me about her age and that she was actually younger, but she wanted me to know that I was not actually too old, as we were married in the future.
This inspired me to make the "yellow chest" song! Red is found behind her and my artist name being Spoon I thought that it meant "to see myself ready for her..." which I am not until I am living somewhere maybe? Not true because I need to know where she wants me to get a place to live. According to Thee Green Man prophecy of Portland where the giant tree is found looming over the city a greenwood building appears. Get it? Of course, I would agree on getting a place to live but have not wanted to sign a lease if my largest echo is found somewhere else or she asked me to move on.
I streamed on twitter while sharing the street names having to do with Palm Bee and our dreams as I was making new songs and coming up with new lyrics. After I shared how I like my partner hairy and never shaved completely, she came on that night wearing green shorts. Makes sense that savage wellness is found there since she will be very encouraged obviously as the elderly woman I saw appeared to be in great shape.
Jug has represented fertilization but I had not the room in my car like I used to... I needed to find a place to live but did not want to until she told me it would not be a waste to sign a lease because I worried about having to leave as I did not exactly want to live in Portland.
The street name Tenino comes from a dream of the future Amber that I had of touring together... we were married and a speaker blew but our money was invested in various things so we completely ran out and needed food so she was in a very bad mood, enough to let me know that she wanted to leave me for almost a dozen minutes, but while driving down the road after ten minutes came, she was either one or zero. Someone else had contacted her and she was tempted to leave me but it only took a few minutes to wake up to how much more fun she had with me that could not have been found anywhere else. Her voice was in my head as I was awake the next day as if the dream was still going on that had started while I was asleep. She told me that I brought her more happiness than anyone and this was worth turning down even the richest person in the world. I remember the van she drove in while upset and considering cheating, was yellow and tan, with a bed in it. Something that I couldn't really picture us owning. She stormed off with another because of our situation while on tour and it threatened our marriage because we always invest our money into things for earning more so will always appear like the richest people when we actually aren't.
One night I went to one of my favorite spots beneath a giant tree where they were seemingly knowing about this in the game that she played online where they were doing things that appeared to be pissing off a branch of a giant tree?
That morning, I woke up coming out of sleep with a girl that was pregnant. I thought that she was sleeping in the car with me and, of course, it was Amber. The names of the street where this occurred asked us to wait until we lived somewhere nice before having children. I had already had a dream of being intimate with her while pregnant but this time her face was seen clearly. Because of having her tattoo of a Scorpio symbol, I wanted to name our children all with "m" names like my father's family that has all siblings with "j" names while we would be asking one of our kids to have kids with all "i" names to spell out "Jim" for the real Robinhood family marked for seven generations cursed by theft since this was the only sin we had committed? The idea is to maybe have a temporary tattoo with the child's name that starts with an "m" since he or she will be moving out. I found it funny how it was likely due to Facebook that we have not met yet since my former lover would have had people ready to warn her about me as much as possible so the name Madison Street taken to go to the only goth club FB is needed to get in makes sense. How sad that she did this to me, several hours a day, for years perhaps? She might still be doing this for money today? My father would be Little Jon if his dad was Big John. The "h" was lost because of the horses no longer with us ever since Claude Meade was famously shot over a horse racing debate. This sure made the song by Jimi Hendrix more magical! Foxy lady? We both watched Disney as children. Both of us would have been connecting through there but much more. I remember times when I would feel shivers everywhere in my body because of feeling like I was in love or connecting to another. Especially while reading which makes much more sense now! She came to me wearing pig tails in a dream where I had the most realistic kiss and I woke up sucking my own lip right before reading Dune and Dragonlance. Especially, the part where he mentions meeting a girl that he already knew from a dream. I had chills all over my body. My dad also has a missing tooth so it is interesting comparing myself to the characters in that book as well. Always, it seems to be trying to help me with my plans to fix our country by introducing A-Rated filmography and predeath funerals found in a celebration I came up with for countering everything negative.
Bring her back to me! I've had so many intimate dreams of this woman... how are we not meant for one another?
Yamhill that represents change goes to a giant red tree so this is the one found in the green man legend made by an artist in downtown Portland about a stag appearing in the sky which makes sense as there will be one whenever someone reads Dragonlance if their thoughts are clouds as the companions follow the white stag in that story in a few spots. Beech Street goes to Overlook so maybe I missed something or it is trying to let us know that she did? Please help me by contacting her now! Maybe you could star in our film someday about this story in a movie? It is incredible and really happened.
I had to do something to really get her attention like a very sweet song...
Hilarious names for what I have done here while no one was around... the name of the school goes along with what was real that I waited for night to come before thinking of anything sexual because of what I witness that everyone is in my head, etc. During the day, I have the mind of a "child" and the subconscious minds of the adults around seem to know this so they will time things so that I will think "for them" as I have something like "programs" that are memories stored for guiding them away from puddles others have stepped in! These names seem to be warning me to wait until night comes for when she comes to me.. if people are aware of me, they should let me know by HOW MUCH so that I am able to be more respectful.
After I made this song, I knew that it was a good one, so was expecting her to contact me, but she still hasn't! Not even one email or message or anything! That weekend it might have been her that came to the dance club but am not really sure as she had a similar look, but may have been someone else? They played "dream" songs to help us meet seemingly! I danced close to her but I wanted to be sure that I had the right girl so I was trying to ask the crowd if it was her, that seemed to verify that it was! I should have made sure to talk to her before she left. To push the button on her hip like she asked me to in our dreams but was this really her?
I cried upstairs when I realized that she left during the song "forever young" . ..
This trinket was left on the ground in the spot where I saw who could have been her!
Sorry that I look confused here... see this rose? It was left on the spot where I saw her at the club the next time that I went..
I tried to share my entire story as fast as possible in one "short" video... this took several hours and I am still not sure if she ever saw it?! In the background though, other men may be heard calling her a "itch" probably for leaving someone else? I am not really sure..
Everywhere that I found her online, they seem to know that we are married in the future!
Ready to leave? She is found on the left side wearing red.
While watching her stream a video game that shown purple with rings that would mean to stay away from getting married, I wondered if the game was trying to convince me to go as long as possible without sleep so that I would die from a heart attack for a greater chance of scoring with her?! This was why there was no surprise that during her next stream, she announced to the public that she was done streaming video games but she had moved in with Kiana in another state!
I cannot express how much it hurt to find out that she left for California. She was coming to my dreams asking me to buy her a ticket to twitchcon as well as get something like a room for us to stay in. I kind of lost my interest in her completely almost at this point, but she knew what to do for bringing it back by making a new sound to give me a sex drive.
"Weeee!!" She would say... knowing that I was only turned on by the idea of finding my largest echo. She started to do this for me during a stream while she was wearing a red dress. Would only say it while she was looking the best, like when bending over..
Visions of being a child on a swing started to come to me as she started to make this noise more often.
That was the direction I was going anyways, even if she sent me away, but... what she did for me was the most romantic thing that I had ever experienced in my entire life AFTER she left as if she knew she had to in order to keep my interest.. I am a bit worried about sharing what she did, as it was too intimate to explain! It was an experience that was better than sex. A high obtainable only from her proving to me that she wanted me more than everyone else and that it was me, without a doubt.
Where did the other girls on my "list" live? She had to come to me in a dream first for me to be interested since my previous lovers only did when they were honest with me while we were together. Why waste my time if something inside is not asking me to trust her?
I was going to stop by to visit my older brother but never did. While out in his area my clothes were stolen out of my car while I was sleeping! The next morning the birds told me that a cop watched someone do this without stopping it!? While driving down the road, I saw some Mormon missionaries so called out to meet them and one of them asked me to park my car to talk to them on the spot so I did then he introduced himself as Elder Parker so I asked for his identification because I thought he was playing a trick with me. Then I noticed after judging his Church as if they were on trial, Parker Court is found over by the Mormon Church found in the Beaverton area.
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